be very AFRAID.

Friday, October 13, 2006

I like to be alone, maybe.
Before I went to my secret place to study alone today, Nadzirah pushed me unintentionally and apologised. I can still remember you pushed me last week without apologising me. Never mind. Anyway, between the two of us, people will always defend you. I know. I asked you if you want to go back with me today but your eyes met with mine and that's it then you continued to talk to the rest. I'm beginning to like school's study corner alot! I was reading some of the essays Mrs Ong gave and while reading, I realised that place was nice to read :)

Sad, Yi Bei didn't come today :( Nobody to crap with. Today's chemistry lesson, I totally don't understand what Mr Heng is talking about and more than half of the class is chatting away so I kinda joined them as well. Well, I used to be enthusiastic during Mr Heng's lessons... Hmmm....

Let's put that aside.
Seriously, I had this feeling that I'm studying very little. Everytime I see my friends studying, I will feel insecure because it just seems that I'm not studying. My L1R4 suck, my L1R5 sucks too. Yeah, and with my L1R5 prelim results, it's impossible to get into a junior college. But who cares? I'm not planning to go there to study ha!

Okay recently I always appear busy so sorry if I can't find time to chat because I on my computer even though I'm not around. :P Yeah, today's Friday!! Monday supposedly is the school's "Admin Day" but yeah, as expected, graduating pupils have to go back for extra classes (yet again) and Wednesday as well. And I'm so haaaapyyyy! My mum said that she's going to bring me to Malaysia after O's. And Shuyu's mum is thinking to go to those tour thingy. Yipeee, because we're going to visit the emerald green, sapphire blue sea!! Hohoho!!!

And yes, graduation night again.
I discussed with my friends yesterday that we should book a hotel room on that day and then after the graduation thingy, we shall rule. LOL! I suggested to take onpukira for memorial hah and after that we shall watch a midnight movie. Then after the movie, we shall have supper and go karaoke. How wonderful is that, isn't it! And we'll of course share the costs of booking a room. :)))

How nice to plan wonderful things before the major examinations :P