be very AFRAID.

Friday, June 30, 2006

7/10/06, World Cup Finals'.
My father promised me that after the world cup finals' he will get my computer fixed/buy a new one. Now my computer is... crazy. And the television in the living room is spoilt too, so I hope he gets a plasma television set.

Just now my mother and I were talking about our house we stayed in last time at Rainbow Gardens & Toh Yi Drive.

How I love those days :)

I'm feeling so nostalgic, I love the house in Rainbow Gardens! It has a mini garden at the front, two floors. And my mum used to decorate my room wallpaper with cute drawings, I still remember them. What else, I've got many many things to say. There's a bar-like place near the kitchen. And when you open the back door, there's another big garden where I always meet my neighbours. My mum said I went swimming every day in the past... And I remembered my brother's swimming instructor once treated me a lollipop. And my maid, Eva :) She's so nice because every Sunday on her off day, she will buy me some sweets....

That was back when I was two? three? four? five? or six year-old only.

Then, there was this jie jie called Ziyi... older than my elder brother and me... My mum says she likes me alot and always find us to play. Then, we will go her house to play board games like, "Monopoly, Hamburger".... Her maid will always make us ribena to drink and I remembered I went to her house to watch tapes and LD's... :) (I think I even watch Chucky at my age last time, ha!)

There's this japanese neighbour called Momoko... (I wished we still keep in contact because I'm totally over japanese dramas and music nowadays). Her mother taught my mother how to make delicious sushi :) And her house has a BIG slide in one of her rooms..... But my mum said her mother was fierce because sometimes she can hear her scolding Momoko O_o...

My brother and I, I think, seldom go to the playground because my mother says there are alot of ants... and true enough, I don't really have much memories of me playing in the playground.

And I won't forget Nicole!! We still keep in touch now.. and we ALWAYS recall back the times in Rainbow Gardens... I would go to her house early in the morning without brushing my teeth, in my PJ's and play "table drop" (our secret game, I don't know how to elaborate), watch cartoons we NEVER get bored of after watching it hundred times like Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty... and her mum would bake blueberry muffins and cook prawn mee :) And gorgor Sarah will have alot of games, and Nicole's father full of magic tricks, card games etc etc. And her pet hamster, what else. Oh ya, she once had a maid who always said, "If you don't sleep, I box you ar", and we were then tricked to sleep... (It's so funny when we think back now...)

Now my niece is 2 1/2 years old. And sometimes she talks funny, that I don't understand what she's talking about! Imagine two children around the age of 2 communicating and playing with each other! Arghh, I've got many memories with Nicole I could probably write an essay about it....

My father bought me a hula-hoop because last time Nicole had one, and I don't know how to play with it... haha. And Nicole and I used to have ballet classes. And we went to Apple Tree at the age of 3... Unfortunately, in kindergarten we weren't in the same classes.

What else, hmmm... back in Rainbow Gardens', my mum and I always strolled there. Okay, I remembered there's this house who is a Caucasian and her house is very neat and english-like. She's friendly and her house light is always dim... There's Xiao Han? And my brother's friend, Johnathan...

Before I moved to Toh Yi Drive, I remembered there were many big boxes in our houses as we were preparing... and I hid behind one of those big boxes then my parents were searching for me, and even suspected if I went to Nicole house or not... LOL! And I was laughing behind those boxes after hearing their conversation. But too bad, my parents don't recall it now...

As the apartment I am staying in now, (Signature Park) is just beside Rainbow Gardens, I can see the difference from last time till now. The front garden of the unit which we were staying last time, became a "mini vegetable garden". Now that garden looked so congested compared to the empty and clean garden which we used to have... and now the paintings of Rainbow Gardens faded alot even after repainting it once...

Rainbow Gardens became smaller, somehow. Well, maybe because I was small when I stayed there, so I thought everything seemed big last time. I wish I can go back to those days =(

Saturday, June 24, 2006

I love Mocomichi!
I love Mocomichi!
I love Mocomichi!
I love Mocomichi!
I love Mocomichi!

Sorry Miki, I know you used to love him too. LOL!

Anyway, today she & I went to watch "Silent Hill"...
(My first NC-16 movie)
Really game-like, and I don't know how to judge but it's really more suspense than horror. The monsters are quite artificial but the ending is quite sastifactory, I guess...

"Attention Please" is super nice!
I think thats the only drama which I don't pause at all! Not bored at all! Every minute is fun (:
Ueto Aya is cute, Aibu Saki is cute. Wow.
However next week's the last episode! T_____________T
I'm so gonna miss this drama...

Had been slacking so much during this holiday break. Holiday assignments I left those calculating ones... Gotta do C.I.P tomorrow at the community library, boring! And also I have to rush F&N coursework at Shu Yu's house just because my diskette can't work in my computer -____-ll
Let's see what drama I had watched this holiday.
Gokusen 2, H2~Kimi to Itahibi~, Kisetsu no Doubutsen SP, Satomi Hakkenden (still watching), Akai Unmei and those currently shown dramas...

Monday's school reopening. So sian.
O levels' coming. I'm so going to die.
And plus those summer season dramas... how am I going to study?
And my mathematics! My pratical examinations! So scary!

Lastly,
I still love Mocomichi. (:

Monday, June 19, 2006

Come on, tell me who's my No.1 !!

Yeah you rock, my Mokomochi Hayami-san!! You rock in Gokusen 2 you rock in Densha Otoko and you're so gonna rock in Regatta :))))

Don't worry Yamapi, you're still in my list together with Keisuke Koide & Teppei Koike ^^ll

Sorry, Emichee/Emi Suzuki, you're out of my top 4 beauties! But I'll still support you hoho!

And of course I wouldn't forget you, Ayase Haruka, my No.1 all-time favourite!

And you, Eikura Nana my new eyecandy!

You too, Aibu Saki <3

How could I ever forget you? Ueto san!

Haruka-chan, get back!!! LOL ^^

Friday, June 09, 2006

You good yo! (TM)

Ikimono Gakari - Sakura is chou chou chou nice!!! :)

Heyheyhey!
I'm so super happy exhilarated delighted!
Why?
Because I went shopping today.
I still didn't buy my shoes, or rather, heels T__T
But I bought a bag :) And I'm so in love with it! <3 <3
What else, products from "The Face Shop" and "Body Food"...
Hmm, I think I'm going to patronise "Body Food" often because the people there are friendly and they don't pester you...
I really hate those shops whereby the people look down on you and don't give you "first-class service" although sometimes the services are irritating. They don't even smile at you!

Now my feet are hurting from that five? or six? hours of shopping. After which, we went Suntec city awhile too -_______-lll

I still haven't buy my father a "Father's Day Present" yet, though...
Maybe the next time I go out.. hmm.
I STILL need cash for other stuffs too (shrugs)
So, "Too much is still NEVER enough"... Ha!

Anyway, Cassie went to Batam with her family for their church thingy, so she handed me her keys to go to her house every day to feed her fishes. And guess what?
Today after that shopping trip, I went to her house, did the daily routine of feeding the fish and refilling the fish tank with water.
Before that, I put her keys on her dining table.

And when I went out of her house, I realised the keys are inside her house!
And by that time it was too late. Both her front doors and back doors are locked! Oh crap! But luckily, I messaged Cassie to say I'm apologetic about it and blah blah blah and FORTUNATELY she didn't blame me ar!

She even said "Fishes won't die so fast one, nvm lar!" or something like that! Because they're coming back on Sunday.

I was like "Heng ar!". Because those were her parents' fishes! However, I pity those "going-to-be-hungry" fishes. Haiz, my carelessness, my bad!!

My holidays are like no life man. Eat, sleep, watch tv, online. Aiyo!!!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this. Ready? Start~!

#1.Nicole *I saw her blog having this "yet another baton thingy*
#2.Cassie
#3.Shu Yu
#4.Yi Bei
#5.Bridgitte
#6.Leon
#7.Kenny
#8.Miki
#9.yggg
#10.Hero830
#11.chihuahua52
#12.Rainie
#13.Jeff Hardy
#14.gocchin56
#15.rui
#16.Gah Yong
#17.Sherwin
#18.Wei Rong
#19.Teck Yew
#20.Zoe *since she tagged me so randomly!*

Now here are the questions!
How did you meet #14?[#14-gocchin56]
Through a forum gathering to cheer for Biyuuden!! ^^

What would you do if you never met #1?[#1-Nicole]
My childhood memories will be very little!!!

What would you do if #20 and #9 dated? [#20-Zoe, #9-yggg]
Do what? It's impossible anyway ha!

Did you ever like #19? [#19-Teck Yew]
That's my best friend's guy!

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple? [#6-Leon, #17-Sherwin]
Oh, aren't they one pair already?

Describe #3. [#3-Shu Yu]
My toilet partner LOL! Knew her since sec 1 but we got closer when it was around sec 2~ Erm, she's nice, generous, has a good listening ear, what else.. hmm, has alot of patience! She's wealthy, helpful and hardworking? Hmm, always shout "EVELYN POON" when I suan her. Not that tall, though.. (bleah)

Do you think #8 is attractive? [#8-Miki]
She is rather unique and forever so random. So yes!

Tell me something about #7. [#7-Kenny]
Class position #1; level position #5/196; Best in F&N whole level; Loses around 30+ kilograms since last tear, sits behind me, HAS SIXTH TOE! Oh wow! Talks loudly, keeps eating his "cereal bar because it has no fat", can be VERY fierce, can be nice

Do you know any of #12's family? [#12-Rainie]
Nope I think. But judging from her blog, her father is quite nice because he buys pocky for her!

What are #8's favourites? [#8-Miki]
ERICA, Ayase Haruka, Goto Maki, Mokomichi Hayami, Maki-look-alike from DBSG, Maki Nishiyama, Mokomichi-look-alike, karaoke-ing, KOROKKE!

What would you do if #18 confesses that he/she likes you? [#18-Wei Rong]
I'll die laughing ha!

What language does #15 speak? [#15-rui]
JAPANESE!! English & Chinese!

Who is #9 going out with? [#9-yggg]
I don't know leh, ask him!

How old is #16 now? [#16-Gah Yong]
Gay Yong ar? Oh, he's a korean. Hmm, he has BUTT-BRAIN! He's 16 this year but on I.C. I suppose it states 15. Age of maturity; I guess 1 hmm. He's still plays DIGIMON!

When was the last time you spoke to #13? [#13-Jeff Hardy]
Never spoke to him before but today I may. Because the forum people are going to eat curry today and I'm going too!

Who is #2's favourite singer/band? [#2-Cassie]
I don't know. She's a rubbish bin. She listens to everything nice but I think she likes Clay Aiken before.... Oh, and S Club 7!

Would you ever date #7? [#7-Kenny]
Nope! I wouldn't date someone so chauvinistic!

#15 single? [#15-rui]
No, she's engaged to Kamenashi Kazuya, I think! Ha!

What is #10's last name? [#10-Hero830]
I don't know! I don't even remember his real name! LOL!

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11? [#11-chihuahua52]
Nope, there will be a age gap and then a communication breakdown.

What school does #3 go to? [#3-Shu Yu]
My school!

Where does #6 live? [#6-Leon]
Near my place. We alight at the same bus-stop. The "go inside and come out" place, *laughs*!

What's your favourite thing about #5? [#5-Bridgitte]
Very soft-spoken, why? Oh, and ARCADE GIRL!

Have you seen #1 naked? [#1-Nicole]
She's my childhood friend, so I really can't remember! Ha!

THE FIVE PEOPLE I CHOOSE TO DO THIS QUIZ:
YOU :)

Monday, June 05, 2006

English translation for the Sekachuu poem
Credits: Miki (:

もしもおまえが
枯れ葉ってなんの役に立つの？ときいたなら
わたしは答えるだろう、
枯れ葉は病んだ土を肥やすんだと。
おまえはきく、
冬はなぜ必要なの？
するとわたしは答えるだろう、
新しい土を産み出すためさと。
おまえはきく、
葉っぱはなんであんなに緑なの？と
そこで私は答える。
なぜって、やつらは命の力にあふれてるからだ。
おまえがまたきく、
夏が終わらなきゃならないわけは？と
わたしは答える、
葉っぱどもがみな死んでいけるようにさ。

If you were to ask me, "What are fallen leaves useful for?"
I would answer, "To enrich the rich soil."

And you ask me, "Why do we need winters?"
I would answer, "So that new leaves can sprout."

And you ask me, "Why are leaves so green?"
That's where I'd answer, "Why? It's because they are full of life."

Again you ask me, "Why do summers have to end?"
My answer is, "So that all the leaves could die."

Lastly you ask me, "Where did the girl next to me go?"
My answer would be, "You won't see her anymore."
Why? Because she's within you.
Your legs, they are her legs.

-- Aki from Sekachuu~~