be very AFRAID.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

I wish my eldest brother will be more sensible.
His age is close to thirty already, and he already has a wife and two kids. Why can't he be more sensible?
Recently so many things happened at home...
My parents kept worrying about my brother's matters...

Sometimes it's my sister-in-laws' fault and most of time it's because of my brother's stuborness. I can't do anything much since I'm so much younger than both of them... And my brother never talks to anyone. Except only my mum because it's her who always talks sense into him but he never listens to it.

As a younger sister,
I'm quite disappointed at him sometimes because I don't get it why his character is like that. Money is always the issue between them and because of my brother's character, everybody suffers. But what can I do?

I shan't reveal too much things though and too many things happened that I don't know where to start from. When will my eldest brother stop make my parents worry for him? I don't understand how come a mass com diploma holder can talk so much during work and not talk to anyone except simple word answers to his nearest kin. His attitude is just so weird, and so different from my other brother and me.

It's his problem anyway.
Haiz, I REALLY HOPE he will change his habits!

Meanwhile, I'm gonna study chemistry.
Premims aren't going very smoothly. I've got a feeling that all my papers - even those which I used to have much confidence with; this time I don't think I will get high marks.
And I'm slacking so much online, my goodness!
Hopefully I pass all my subjects for prelims ><

Sunday, September 24, 2006

People, do this.

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.

How are you feeling today?
Kobukuro - Sakura

Feeling Sakura?
No, I'm feeling Himawari.

Will you get far in life?
Dong Bang Shin Gi - Princess

Get far as princess? That's cool.

How do your friends see you?
7F - Say You Love Me

OH THEY LOVE ME!?
I LOVE THEM TOO HAHA.

Will you get married?
Nami Tamaki - Heroine

What's heroine supposed to mean for marriage?

What is your best friend's theme song?
Shibasaki Kou - Katachi aru Mono

That's Aki theme song!

What is the story of your life?
Viyuuden - Teabreak

Eh? Teabreak? Can I have pocky, dars chocolate, petit brunch biscuits, muffins, cupcakes, ice-cream and everything nice?

What was high school like?
Luo Zhi Xiang - Showtime

HAHAHAHA. Showtime. Kinda, my friends and I bitch around and gossip together sometimes.

How can you get ahead in life?
Utada Hikaru - Can You Keep A Secret

Ok I can't say it out. I'm supposed to keep a secret and be secretative.

What is the best thing about your friends?
Ikimono Gakari - Stay for Love

They stay for love? Great!

What is in store for this weekend?
Zhang Shao Han - Mama Mama

Yeah, I can't go out to check what's in store. Mama's gonna kill me since prelims around the corner.

What song describes you?
Exile - eien

Forever WHAT?

To describe your grandparents?
Yuko Ogano - Link to the Future

O_o maybe I will be close to my grandmother in the future!? Or they have psychic power to link to the future!?

How is your life going?
Kuraki Mai - Love, Day after Tomorrow

Woots, I can only have love the day after tomorrow? *laughs*

What song will they play at your funeral?
Sapuri OST - Give it Up!!

Wahhh, such an upbeat song? That's quite cool though. Or maybe the song is asking me to give up on playing that song during funeral lol.

How does the world see you?
BoA - Everlasting

SERIOUS!?!?
Thank you everybody!

Will you have a happy life?
Jolin - Love Love Love

Filled with love? It's good isn't it!? HAHA.

What do your friends really think of you?
DEF.Tech - Cancion de la Expansion

Wow? I don't even know what that tittle means but it's quite a cool song. My first time hearing it haha X)

Do people secretly lust after you?
Iryuu OST - Tu-Ru-La

Tu-Ru-La? La La La lah.

How can you make yourself happy?
AAA - Bokura no Te

My hands? How? Typing on MSN like now? Eating? Doing work? Playing piano?

What should you do with your life?
Naomi Campbell - What will I do

LOL so zun! Yeah, what will I do.. hmmm...

Will you ever have children?
AAA - Blood on Fire

LOL? What does that supposed to mean? + or -?

Friday, September 22, 2006

Arghhh
I hate physics. So many endless theories, laws & formulas.
Today's paper sucked because I can't do many, and even though I know the answer I don't know how to write it out T______T
I still cannot get it why we study transformer, radiation etc. Do we use transformer every day? Are we exposed to radiation so easily?
Heck, physics is getting more boring.
On the other hand, chemistry SEEMS to be more interesting.
But I never liked science.

I'm probably going to slack today watching the last epsiode of Sapuri & Dandori Dance Drill muahahahaha :)

Thursday, September 14, 2006

I've got a few new idols this week :)
Kitagawa Keiko & Mizusawa Erena!

For people and Yi Bei and the rest in my chinese class who knows who is Hui Ting... Doesn't this look like her!? She's Mizusawa Erena, born in 1992, standing at a height of 168cm and she's a magazine model, more specifically SEVENTEEN. This is the person whom I always call Hui Tong as Erena.
So now you know.

And the next girl is Kitagawa Keiko! :)
She's from the same university as Yamashita Tomohisa aka Yamapi. She's born in 1986, standing at at height of 159cm and she's also a "SEVENTEEN" model. Is she familiar? She's the japanese girl who appears in Too Fast Too Furious ~Tokyo Drift~.

Lastly, a random picture from me for Eikura Nana.

Arghh, I'm supposed to study this week but don't know why I can't really study. I have to do my CME project and submit it tomorrow. Next week officially starts prelims, quite scary.

However today F&N lessons are fun. There are 5 periods and we spent nearly 3 periods on gossiping and chatting because Mdm Roslina allowed us to "self-study". And basically, our "self-study" means a chatting session. But good thing is, Mdm Roslina didn't forbid us to talk LOL! At the last period she even chatted with us :) But I like Mdm Roslina. Afterall, she had been teaching us for 4 years and she pushes us to do work for our own good and scolds us so that we will improve :))

If not I think half the F&N students will fail F&N already....

And I finally finished my F&N coursework after struggling it for like 6 or 7 months. Yay! :)

Friday, September 08, 2006

On Wednesday,
Mrs Ong said there was english remedial for our class but it was only an hour. So kinda waste time. But we doubt that she don't really want remedial too because she cancelled the other class remedial slot for that day and she wasn't on her usual self that day. She kept joking with us? (which is abnormal)

Today,
We were supposed to have Maths remedial after Physics, but Miss Irni cancelled it. So today we waste time again.

But so funny,
Shun Ping saw Yi Bei's correction tape which looks like a bunny and asked her where she bought it.

Shun Ping: EH YIBEI. WHERE U BUY THAT CORRECTION TAPE!? (he sounded abit sua gu)
Yi Bei: Popular lah...
Shun Ping: Then still got what pattern?
Yi Bei: Penguin... Use sticker paste one.
Shun Ping: Har? I want to buy...
Yi Bei: Aiya, I Monday bring the sticker let you see...

Then he started asking literally half the class to accompany him to West Mall to buy that correction tape... =.=

And let's see... 7 people went with him to buy that BUNNY CORRECTION TAPE. But in the end there was no more stock left -________-"

But before that we had lunch. And Shun Ping was being sua gu again. Cassie bought her food from a Korean stall in the food court, and Shun Ping was like "CASSIE, WHERE YOU BUY!?!?!"

And he stood up and look at her food... .____________."

Another incident of his sua-gu/slowness was on Monday, when he was supposed to play the guitar in the jamming place.

Haikal: FASTER la, Shun Ping, can start already or not!?
Shun Ping: Wait, wait, wait.... (adjusting his strings)
(waiting.........)
Haikal: Quick leh, can start already!?
Shun Ping: Wait, wait, you wait first... (still adjusting?)

Then after that I tried to play Canon in D and he played along with his guitar with those chords.

Shun Ping: Wait leh, we start together.
Me: Ok (I started playing already)
Shun Ping: Wait leh, I haven't start yet.
Me: Ok (Play again)
Shun Ping: Eh, play wrong. We start again.
Me: Ok (I played again)
Shun Ping: Wait, wait, wait.....

Next moment I realised he can catch up with me already. But in the end it was not him playing the guitar, but Sherwin. -_________________-"

Surprisingly, he's the 2nd in class and our class chairman. =/ ?

Monday, September 04, 2006

This morning I had POA remedial. Then the boring English remedial. Supposedly there was F&N to print out our coursework but we couldn't find Mdm Roslina in the entire school so we gave up. In the end, Kenny and Leon smsed saying that we will print our coursework on Wednesday instead... =.=

After which, I tagged along with Shun Ping and the rest because they're going jamming and I've never been to one jamming session before.

When we reached there, I was surprised at my friends, especially Haikal because he seemed to play the drums so well. Sherwin too, Hasbi too o_O, but Shun Ping seemed so lost. Maybe because he's more used to playing acoustic guitar.

They booked the room with keyboard for the sake of me!? But in the end, I didn't play much because they seemed more involved in their songs. Guess their genre of songs?

(Rock, Metal, all those loud bong bong bong sound you can think of!)

So it was rather noisy in the room. Especially the drums :O
I was supposed to learn drums from Haikal. But in the end I only played the drums a little bit. And yeah, I picked up the rhythm Cassie taught me in school :)

And Sherwin can't haha! X)

The electric guitars too, was noisy. They were supposed to play the melody but it was so loud that I can't hear any. Can you imagine that? Then they started to play their music, and I stopped meddling with the keyboard because I had no scores for their songs :( (And so, why did they book the room with keyboard haha!)

So basically the jamming session is quite (errr.........) I shan't comment anything :)

And when we went out of the jamming room, everybody voices suddenly became so soft. Ha! But overall, it's fun still :) Because we all play for fun, I think.

When I reached home, I practised my dishes for tomorrow O levels' Cooking Practial. O_o? I'm going to cook four dishes within 2 and 1/2 hours but I estimated I will spend less time. Today I cooked sambal prawns, beef stew and broccoli with ham? If there's a chance, I may take a picture of the dishes tomorrow :)

*But I really, hate cooking. Or because I'm lazy to cook? Baking looks more interesting :p*

Today's MSN is crazy.
Look at this

Tortoise invasion?
Why? To commemorate Steve Irwin?
I'd rather cook stingray and eat. Why has it got to do with tortoise?

This was the message I received from my friends:
If you haven't heard already, Steve Irwin (the Crocodile Hunter that you see all the time on TV) died today on the 4th of September, on the Batt Reef, pierced by a stingray barb through his heart near Cairns. As a sign of respect for the Australian cultural icon, please place a turtle ( tu ) at the Start of your MSN name, and forward this message on to others

Funny right?

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Yesterday morning I woke up very EARLY for my precious weekends to meet my forum friends haha.

But anyway, we first met up in Bugis. I thought I was very late, but when I reached there I only saw chihuahua. So, I went with him to hunt for the Baby-G watch he wanted to buy for his friend's birthday. :)

Then yggg and ky_khor(one of JPM's regular poster from Malaysia) came too. We went to Sim Lim for lunch and SHORTLY after, hero came too. Then we headed to karaoke :)))))))

Kathleen, as usual, was there already, singing MM songs. A pity Miki can't go because she's karaoke queen... hmm... And gocchin said she would turn up but she pang seh us.... =( Ryoko is in Japan, so she can't join us too....

Karaoke is high, our lao da is high, our boss our hero is high, everybody is high :P
But why my schoolmates doesn't like karaoke, I wonder why...

And so sad they didn't have YUI's latest songs, SHAMROCK and Yuna Ito's new songs although it's updated in their website. They trying to bluff us!?!?

Well, I still managed to sing Ai Otsuka's Ramen song.(To to to to to to to tonkotsu no shio ramen! =) The "finale" was funny because our boss and hero was joking about the hokkien bus-stop song, but we didn't expect yggg will play it and everybody so high when singing that song. :-)

(Ahh, and thanks yggg for karaoke =P)

After karaoke, we brought ky_khor to Chinatown to walk around while trying to contact Jeff because he wanted to join us for dinner? Kinda fun, because I've never been to Chinatown for a very, very, very, very, very, very long time ago. Then hero was down there telling ky_khor all the crappy stuffs.

So I told the rest to 不要管他。

Dinner was at one of the restaurant at the Esplanade. And I was O_O when I saw the menu. Luckily I brought enough money, but in the end chihuahua treated me because he said that's for helping him select which watch for his "friend". We chatted quite a long time before taking ky_khor around to take pictures.

ky_khor is a very smart person ha! The first day in Singapore he already knows how to travel from one place to another. (Like he memorises the whole Singapore map before coming to Singapore). It's quite amazing that he can travel from Sentosa to Changi on his first trip to Singapore o.O

And yesterday when we were going to leave, he knows how to go back to where he's staying too! Hope he enjoys his stay in our small and pathetic no-place-to-go Singapore though :p

Friday, September 01, 2006

Another baton grabbed from Shirley's blog ^^

1. What is the latest TV show that you have watched?
Maggie & Me (LOL, just joking)
Today I watched Bleach? on Ch56... =)

2. What have you been doing lately?
Studying, gossiping, chatting, watching japanese dramas

3. What songs have you been listening to lately?
1)Ai Otsuka - Ramen 3 Fun Cooking (Ton ton ton ton ton ton tonkotsu no shio RAMEN!)
2)Yuna Ito - Stuck on You & Precious
3)Power Puff Girls - Love Makes the World Go Round
4)F.I.R Flight Tribute Album
5)Ayaka - Real Voice

4. What have you been eating lately?
School's $1 noodles (LOL!)

5. What magazine have you been reading lately?
Japanese Seventeen

6. What is one thing that makes you happy lately?
My crazy friends

7. What is the one place where you go to frequently?
Bukit View Secondary

8. Who, of the opposite sex, have you been thinking about?
Mocomichi Hayami

9. What is the thing that you want to do currently?
Relax for the whole day?

10. How has your health been recently?
Basically ok, excluding mouth ulcers + cramps here & there..

11. What is it that you want to tell your friends?
Owe Money Return Money $! (HEH JUST JOKING)
Stay cool and funky yeah :)

12. What is one good way to lose weight?
Eat maggie mee everyday. (Joking again! X))
Ask Kenny, the guy who lose 30kg in a year.

13. What is the most crazy thing you have ever done?
Staying overnight just to see 5566 for their autograh session 2 years ago =.=

14. On a scale of 1 to 10, how would you rate the extent to which you love to sing?
7 (I like to sing Ramen song and PPG song and teletubbies song and row row row your boat song & PON PON!)

15. What do you like to eat?
ICE-CREAM! KOROKKE!! Sweet stuffs & Mum's cooking.
I hate plain maggie mee. (oops)

16. What is your favourite fruit(s)?
Watermelon, Peach, Kiwi, all citrus fruits & all type of berries.

17. What are you most afraid of?
O LEVELS, birds, all type of insects

18. What is one thing that you regret the most?
I don't like to recall things which will make me unhappy..

19. What is one of your short-termed goals?
To go on a diet

20. What is one thing that you most feel like buying?
My graduation night dress.

21. Who do you think of the moment you wake up?
I don't think of anyone.

22. What is it that you wish will never happen?
Natural disasters, war etc.

23. When heaven decides to give you a big gift, what do you wish it is?
OKANE! (MONEY!)

24. What are you best in?
Lame jokes? Cook maggie mee?

25. What is the name of your lover?
Mocomichi Hayami

26. What do you do when you feel lonely?
Watch japanese dramas.

27. What is your favourite movie?
My Sassy Girl

28. What is the name of the person you hate the most?
Don't have, I think.

29. If you have a boyfriend/ girlfriend, what is it that you want to do with him/her?
Carrying a haversack behind and travel around the world with him x)

30. What is one most digusting thing that you have ever done?
Can't recall...

31. How would you define "concern"?
Showing a person that you sincerely care?

32. What is it that you really want to work hard on?
Work hard studying for my O's and my piano....

33. What is your definition of "humanity"?
Unpredicatable

34. What is your opinion about "Love at first sight"?
Too dramatic

35. What is your future ambition?
Be a CA after I had my diploma then quit after contract ends? Then work in the tourism industry. After which, after I had saved up enough money, open a shop and work as a part-time piano teacher or composer o.O
(That's too unrealistic but I see what I can do xP)

36. What do you feel about cyber love?
Unrealistic

37. Who is your favourite artist(s)?
Mocomichi Hayami, Ayase Haruka, Aibu Saki, Ueto Aya, Eikura Nana, Matsu Takako, Emi Suzuki, Yuna Ito, Hyun Bin, YamaP =p

38. What day is today?
Friday =)

39. What happens after you've finished typing all these?
Do my "O Level Chinese" workbook :(

40. Who are the 5 people you choose to do this?
1)Yi Bei
2)Teck Wee
3)Kenny?
4)Bridgitte?
5)Anyone can do X)